Alright, since absolutely everybody is begging me to write more often on this, or at least one special person does, I will now make you all suffer through my ramblings again! Or you can just stop reading right away, I won't know, and it's not exactly going to be an interesting read. I'll do my best to not bore you completely to death however, halfway to death, and you can take it from there.
Also my F button is lose, I think it was when I bought it, and my spacebar isn't doing well, for... reasons.
How boring would it be to just talk about the weather? Do an entire 1000 word entry just going on about how today the rain was heavy, and the sky is grey, while yesterday it was 25+, clear blue sky, and I had a longtime dream, or wish, fulfilled.
My parents picked me up from work, nice and quiet saturday, which is odd, considering we're closed for 2 days, people usually finds that to be near equal famine. We drove to this fair, annual, maybe more, what do I know, I've only lived in the town my entire life. We walk around, not the most exciting place in the world, more fun when it's the... Agricultural show, apparently it's called, but we did find a helicopter that took people for rides.
I have always wanted to fly in a helicopter, wanted to fly one, but I don't think that's ever going to happen, however to experience taking off, watch the ground underneath my feet, see the machine from the inside. I was as happy as a little kid who found his mother after losing her at the supermarket! A 10 minute flight, above the city, it was really something! And the pilot was female, which I didn't expect, funny how such still takes people, including me, aback, you just expect it to be a man. Plain stupid, but a nice day!
Still, that really wasn't the biggest thing to have happened to me this year, but I'll get to that. At the beginning of the year I was still reading pedagogy (look it up if needed) and I really didn't feel like I was getting anywhere. It was boring, I was miserable, didn't feel like I earned any knowledge I didn't already have by growing up with parents running a daycare. I decided to call it quits, got back to my job, immediately got rehired, as a backup, parttime, better than nothing at all, still not enough to make a living, and I hated not knowing when or where I would have work next time, it was stressful.
I ended up being lend to a store, where I gathered they had recently laid somebody off, and needed a new fulltime. I saw my opportunity, and asked for it, and after some back and forth, and problems that hadn't been there, I ended up starting there instead. Finally feeling like I had a reason to get up every morning, or get out of bed, I already had plenty reason to be awake you see.
Last year, I got into watching YouTube videos by this guy called Markiplier. Every once in a while he would do a charity livestream event, where his fans could chat with him, and among themselves. A few of us started hanging out there, even when he wasn't, and he decided to make it the unofficial fan chatpage. Met a ton of great people, got pretty addicted to it, spending most of my freetime there, where I happened to meet, whom I've later discovered to be the girl of my dreams, and the one I'll spend my life with, Nennah.
At first we just talked, or maybe I just made sure to talk to her whenever she was there, I hope I wasn't being too annoying! I already had a Twitter, but I started using it to talk to her, outside of the chat, all the time, I think she got a bit irritated when I wouldn't let her sleep, but I was very interested in this girl. From another country, new and exciting to talk to!
So I just couldn't stop. It took a while, before we declared our love for each other. Me being a total prick about it, cuz a relationship, espicially long distance, was nowhere on my list of wanted things. But feelings are stronger than what I want, so luckily I realised I couldn't be without her, and let her know before she slipped away. So close to losing the best thing to ever happpen to me. The girl who have made me happier than anything else in my life! Thank you, Nennah, ik hou van je!
Oh yeah, the spacebar. You see, the thing is, as far as smart people go, I am not really to be considered one of them. I had some leftover yoghurt from when I baked my first ever cake, which turned out fairly decent, let me tell you! To not let the yoghurt go to waste I put it in a bowl, sugar on it, because it tasted horrible, and because Nen dislikes dairy I decided to show her resulting in me pouring it all over my laptop. Somehow it's survived with hardly any means. My little lappy is tougher than so!
Quite recently, just 3 weeks ago, I did something I had never thought I'd do. I had bought a plance ticket, and boarded a plane, all by myself, to travel to a whole other country! Granted, this trip was quicker and shorter than taking a car to see my brother, but to me it was a really big thing! I went to Holland, to meet my girlfriend of 3 months, and we immeadetly clicked, and just fit perfect together! Spend the week with her, her sister and mum, great people, whom I am happy to consider my extended family. I've never felt as weird though, as waking up next to my soulmate in the morning, and going to sleep in my own bed that same evening. I hope the time will go by fast 'til we're no longer living apart. For now it's worth it though, I haven't been this happy in a long time!
Well, now I'll have cookies and hot cocoa, so I'll end it here. Maybe there'll be another entry before I reach 80, which reminds me, my birthday is coming up. Getting more money to buy a new bed hopefully, I don't really need anything else, presents isn't a big must for me. I'll try to end it again now. You, have a beautiful day today, I hope you're doing well!
~ Sunflake
(I considered making the title for this "Neuken in de keuken" but my better judgment decided against it.)
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