I eated pizza!

Tonight was a lovely evening! Had a Skype dinner date with Nennah, that was quite fun, although I had just had a bowl of popcorn so I couldn't even eat one entire pizza, a bit sad I admit! I also had fries, by force of not delivering under a certain price, and Just Eat was maintaining their servers so had to order from the place's website which was fine, but mildly annoying to me.
It all worked out, and I think we had a great evening, much fun, I love skyping with her, actually feels like we're together! It's just the best thing ever!
The weekend is going to be good, tough to sit through most of a 25 hour livestream probably, but at least we will be able to talk all day long!

Now before I hit the sack, I suppose we need one thing to do!

LDR Challenge: Day 25 - One thing that she does that pisses you off?

Hmm, I remember thinking about this one when she did it. I had something on my mind back then that really bugged me, but I can't figure out at all what it was so probably not so much an issue anymore! I suppose the hardest part, not really pissing me off though, but when I have to do something I can't find out if she's annoyed or not at me, or if it's just my own insecurities acting up. But I think that's all there really is, so not anything major. Because she's sweet! Now I bid you all.. A good night!

~ Sunflake

CONGRUTALIONS!

So today Markiplier reaches his very major goal of 1 million subscribers! I remember about a year ago, almost to the day, I saw his reaction to his mod's 20K sub video, sobbing, which made me subscribe, since he was such a pussy genuine, emotional guy! So I hit the button and started watching, for the first time actually using YouTube, before that I never really gave shit about that site, but now I am more active than I'd ever imagined being!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAOAik0Z87w - Mods reaction! Not the one that made him cry, new one, mocking him, it's fun!

I miss my sweetheart though! I want to be with her, I do as much I can for her, from here, but I wish to look into her eyes, tell her I love her, kiss her, laugh together 'til our bellies hurt! I can't wait for december to come, I am really looking forward to christmas this year, since I will be spending it with my loved one! I am so curious what she'll think of all the dumb traditions we have, but I am way too happy that she'll be with us!

I still struggle to eat the candy I've gotten from her and her babysister, since I love having something from them with me, but I imagine they'd get mad at me for not munching it down! They're the greatest people you can find on this planet!

LDR Challenge: Day 24 - Describe her physically and emotionally/personality-wise.

Alright, she is the most beautiful I have come across! She has big, brown eyes, that shine up whenever she smiles, the cutest smile, both her happy and shy ones. She has a sidecut, but hopefully she'll soon be getting her natural curls back which I am excited about! She's slightly taller than me, but I can float when around her, so it's not something we care about!

She's also really caring, sacrificing herself (a bit too much) to please others, she can get overwhelmed, but always get up again, and I like to think I help a little with that too. She has a great sense of humour, and she only wishes to make other people happy! I hope you'll stay happy too, liefje! <3

~ Sunflake

MUCH DOGE, WOW, SO FUR, EARS SO POINT!

I've finally went back to my own place now, after spending the first few days with my parents. It's weird being back here, so empty, but I might get used to it at some point again. For now it's just temporary until I can live with the one I want to!

Seeing as nothing has happened today, and I'm fairly close to being into tomorrow, so I am gonna get straight to the important part of this one!

LDR Challenge: Day 23 - Do you have a song?

YES!!!

This is one of Nennah's favorite bands, I didn't really know of them before I met her, but after I heard this song I just really enjoyed it! And as I still get butterflies every single time I see her, we have chosen this to be our own!

~ Sunflake

Welcome back to work!

G'evening y'all! Or day, or morning, night, whichever you prefer, I am really not that picky when it comes to greetings. That is, unless, someone had said 'good morning' this morning, because it sure as heck wasn't! I had nearly just woke up when I get a call from my boss, telling me that one guy is sick, and the other 6am employee was impossible to get a hold of. My boss lives more than an hour away so I was pretty much the only option if the store could be opened on time, still opened 30 minutes late, probably pissed off a bunch of people off, but as I was the only one there, couldn't be helped. It all turned out alright in the end, but damn, that was definitely right back to everyday after a holiday! Rough start, hopefully it'll be more as usual the rest of the week!

We have had a hurricane today, the one that hit Britain and also the Netherlands, it had calmed down quite a bit before we got affected by it, but still managed to blow bins unto the roads, knock over trees, and in western Denmark it was much harsher I believe, we got off easy over here. I could feel the car shake when driving home from work, and most of the intersections were without power. I got back home to my parents safely though, I'm not dead, just clarifying that right away!

LDR Challenge: Day 22 - Share something cute.

When Nen and I go to sleep, or if we're lying in the couch and just relaxing, and I sing for her, even with my most horrible voice, makes her fall asleep, and I just find that so darn adorable! I love to hear her breathing start getting more regular. And then fall asleep while listening to her.

~ Sunflake

Just got not-home

So I'm back. I've been gone for the past week's time, I've been home! I miss being home already, and I only just got back today! I woke up this morning, next to Nen, and now I'm in bed without her. It just doesn't feel right. I don't like being away from her, she makes me way too happy for me to be apart from her! It's not for long, then we will see each other again, and come July there will be no more of this "goodbye" business, only goodnight!

The entirety of last week was spent with her, I really enjoy being there, doing everyday stuff, but with her nothing seems like a chore, it's all enjoyable, fun, and I just find that life seems brighter when I hold her hand as we walk through the rain. I can really tell the difference in myself from last time I was there too. I am more at peace with myself, at ease around other people speaking gibberish (to my ears), around the dogs, I really like them a lot, I could spend hours doing nothing but play with those mutts, and just scratch their necks, pet them, they're amazing!

It's getting late, but of course I am going to go right back at it, so here goes...

LDR Challenge: Day 21 - Give us a little insight (as much as you're comfortable) on your sex life.

Oh, it's this day is it? Ha, yeah, alright... We're perfect for each other!

~ Sunflake

The Stanley Parable

Tomorrow... Tomorrow I am gonna be in the arms of my sweetheart again, hold her in mine! I miss her even more, the closer we get to being together again. I just want to never let go of her again when I'm there! This coming week will be the best week of my life so far, only to be overtaken by the next time we will be together!
I am at my parents now, will be driven to the airport tomorrow morning! I can't wait 'til I sit in the plane, it's so relaxing to finally know I am now truly underway to be with her!
There's so much I was thinking about during this day, now I've completely forgot it all, so oh well...

LDR Challenge: Day 15 *REVISITED* - What is your favourite love song?

Driving to my parents today, a song came on, that I had to add to this!

Lifehouse - Hanging by a Moment, I have loved this song as long as I've known it!

She was probably afraid I'd pick 3 of a Kind - Babycakes, but no, not that!

LDR Challenge: Day 20 - Is there something you regret?

Wauh... This, yeah, there is! I regret every time I choose myself over her. Whenever I don't see that she needs me, and instead I get annoyed feeling like she is egocentric when the fault is on me. I am sorry for any time I didn't see past the tip of my own nose! I hope you can forgive me for having been blind to when you need me.

~ Sunflake

If only you were here!

So I... am an idiot! That's right, this guy sitting here, he is just so damn dumb! It gets even worse! Because my job offers it's employees a christmas present! This is great, and a few years ago they started giving you the choice of what you want, because some people might not need a breadbasket all that much, I sure didn't, but it's come in handy now and then, last time for sausages, I know, that's a bit strange, but I work with what I got! Most of my friends hate my kitchen since I don't have half the tools they need, but I just improvise something up that makes it work!

Anyway! On with it, I had been making a big deal out of getting this information out to all in our store, how to do it, and in what timespan, last day was yesterday, and guess who today realised he forgot! Yup, so I did it today, and hopefully they'll still accept my choice, or I might get a cutting board and breadknife or... Salad bowl and tonsils.. tonsils? *cough*utensils*cough*Those.. salad spoon/fork thingie. Don't judge me. Please...

LDR Challenge: Day 19 - I know there's not one thing, but choose one of your favourite things to hear her say.

That was the longest question yet (technially not a question, I am aware), I almost gave up typing it halfway through!
Ik hou van je. Because, to me, those words means more when said in your own language than in English. I can use "I love you" just casually to say something, without it having immense depth, but in Danish I feel so much more behind it! And the same with Dutch, when I hear her say it!
My absolute favourite, I would say is whenever she says "someday we'll be together" because I am looking more forward to that, than anything before!

~ Sunflake

*Title here*

Sometimes I am such an idiot. Really. I try to do the best I can, but I often make mistakes, and repeat them again, I should at least learn from them, but I keep doing the same dumb things, so for everything I'm constantly messing up on, I am sorry! It's not my intent, I just don't always think things through, or realise before someone points it out to me. It's pretty dumb, but I just hope that I do more good to make up for the times I mess it up.

I messed up. Not badly, this is my own regret, since my dinner consisted of mini pancakes instead of the pasta I had dreamt up I had, cuz opening my fridge before, revealed it to be very much empty! So I got to buy some dinner tomorrow before I head home or I'll be living off air, or candy, neither which is very good for me!

I got my Markiplier's Heroes t-shirt today! It is extremely comfy, fits very well and feels very good to the touch! I will wear that often when going places just to see if anyone recognises it, as I am aware some more people here watches those videos of his! In case you missed it somehow, I don't know how you would've, here it is!

Buying this helped give money to a charity focusing on getting more shelters for animals to prevent healthy ones from being put down!

LDR Challenge: Day 18 - Post a picture of the two of you together.

Starting to give orders now, are you? Well, I have a couple of pictures, so let me see... This one!

Seriously, I am always being told I don't smile enough, but I make up for it every 100th picture or so, by overdoing it by far! This is from a small rescue zoo in Denmark, one of the first places we went together while she was here! There were some very narcistic peacocks here, and awesome looking snakes! And a weird cow which my dad combed!

(If I managed to RickRoll anyone a couple of days back, I'm a happy guy! I even like the song!)

~ Sunflake

Long walks in the rain

I love autumn. Or fall if you prefer. The colours, as most people enjoy, aren't actually why I like this season the most. 

It's the storms. 

The winds, the rain, it's the best way to clear your mind. I used to be walking in the most stormy evenings when I was younger, I never went for walks otherwise. 

Put melancholic music in my ears, and for hours I would just walk around and let my thoughts fly. It didn't cheer me up as such, but it helped me deal with my thoughts, get them in order.

I just love the way the air smells during those evenings, it's silly that I prefer that to walk in that to in the sun. But I can never get enough of it, so few other people, it's just the best way to be by yourself!

LDR Challenge: Day 17 - Favourite love quote?

When you stare long enough into the abyss... No wait, this one isn't about love at all! Let me get a second take on that!

Honestly, I don't really know such quotes, nothing that I can think of, but reading some, this one made me smile!

You make me understand how wonderful it is for little lizards when they find that one special rock that's perfect for sunning themselves on. You make me lizard-happy.

~ Sunflake

A New Beginning!

Today I was with my parents down in the southern part of Zealand to look at a house.

This house!

It is nothing short of amazing! It's not too expensive, everything is in working order, it has a nearly brand new kitchen with all included, a huge basement, a big garden. Just everything we could possibly hope and wish for! The garden is even fenced in as to have dogs run around in it, as the current owners had dogs while living there, which works out great since we'll be bringing 2 big dogs there!

They've been a bit odd though, putting carpets in the bathrooms, but they come off easily, and a normal floor underneath, that's the weirdest idea I've seen! Easy fix, all I need is for the bank to accept a loan and then get my current place sold. So I'll already begin now to get done what needs to be done in order to sell such a place as this!

I can't wait to start my life in a big house, and when my sweetheart moves here too, I'll feel like I'm home!


LDR Challenge: Day 16 - Favourite love movie?

As everyone who's ever spoken to me about movies know, my knowledge in movies, and the amount I've seen is vast! Or maybe that's the wrong word, I think the word I'm looking for is... Absent, I've seen so few of the movies everyone consideres must-sees. It's always been like that! And love movies aren't exactly what I am most familar with either. But I'll give it some thought, look through my collection and lists of movies I've seen, because nothing pops to mind. Hmm...

So as I thought I have no love movies. I am pretty sure a romantic comedy of some sort will be what I'll end up going with, but I can't really pick anything as my favourite I suppose. I like 10 Things I Hate about You, but I can't really claim to call that a favourite movie of mine, I am really lost at this question. I like Corpse Bride. Can I pick Corpse Bride? Because then I will go with that one! It's the best I can come up with. Yeah... That'll have to do!

Check out my good friend, playing his bass over lovely music!

~ Sunflake

Someone Special

I am going to look at the most amazing house tomorrow! My dad'll come with me, mum too if she's feeling well, I hope it's as awesome inside as from out!

LDR Challenge: Day 15 - Favourite love song?

This could be sooo many songs, but the first band that popped into my mind was Poets of the Fall and the first song...

And she's here to write her name
On my skin with kisses in the rain
Hold my head and ease my pain
In a world that's gone insane...

I ship us!

I'm going to see a couple of good friends of mine today, and we'll make "svensk pølseret", and watch lame action movies and most importantly, The Expendables 2, because we saw 1 last time, and it was fricken awesome! I also just bought a game, I think I ended up with... Surgeon Simulator, I wanted Worms, but they were too old, but I did since GOG gave away free Witcher games with it, so might as well, it's a good game!

My friend has her 25th birthday today, I don't believe she reads this however, but happy birthday to you none the less! And you too, if it's your birthday today as well!

I also need to shave my hair again, it's getting.. Well, nothing, but I should really try to keep it down all the time instead!

Two weeks into it now... In a week I will by now, according to plan have landed in Holland!

LDR Challenge: Day 14 - Describe a moment you had with her last time you were together.

There was many! I liked every single one of them, whenever we spent time together seeing or doing something beautiful. Walking around looking at old and expensive cars, walking in the forest and spotting deers, which I had never seen in that forest before! But the one thing that'll stand out is one evening, we were just standing in the kitchen talking while the sunset, and the sky became the most beautiful colours! We were just standing there, looking at it, smiling, and I just felt how lucky I am to be experiencing such a moment with the girl I am meant to spend my life with! I'd have popped the question right there if I had what I needed to do that! Some day... I love you Nennah <3

Yours always

~ Sunflake

Did my dishes!

I finally did my dishes today! Most of them at least, have put the last few to soak, and the stuff I used tonight too, since I also cooked dinner for once, I've been on top of everything today it seems! Must be that waking up at 5am, it just boosts your energy throughout the entire day... Okay, maybe that's not it, probably definitely not why, I was just tired of looking at that mess! Still have to go refund my bottles, I have a bajillion of them! Or at least, like... 30ish... Which is close to a bajillion, you can't deny that!

On with it, day 13...

LDR Challenge: Day 13 - What do you think is the hardest thing about distance?

Nothing isn't hard about distance! I never used to think they could work until I met Nennah. She's made me believe that with enough effort, the distance isn't an obstacle, it's only part of strengthening the love between you! It's hard to come home to an empty house, when all you want is the chance to relax in her arms. It's tough, so fucking tough, to not be able to hold her, hug her and comfort her when she needs it, and when I need her! It's hard not being able to just take a short trip and be able to kiss her, spend time with her, invite her out. Everything needs to be concentrated in the short time we have together! It's tough waking up everyday, and the first thing in my mind is how much I miss her next to me, kiss her good morning and tell her I love her. It's hard... not being able to do anything together, but always by yourself, I can't wait 'til everything I do, we do!

Thank you for sticking with me honey, you are the stars to me! 

~ Sunflake

Deeeeet er risengrød!

I've been eating rice pudding these past days. Well, today, and yesterday, since I was starving after coming home from work last night! Good news though, I've got a 6-14 hour shift thursdays now, so I'll be home 2 hours earlier, which should mean I'd get about 2 hours more time to talk to the sweet one! I'm happy with that! I'd always rather meet in early and be off before late too!

I keep opening my mail just to look at my flight tickets too! friday 18th, 11.35 I should be landing in Schipol, now you know baby, sorry for making you skip school, I'll find my way alone if need be! All the way 'til the 27th, this sounds like such a long time, but the reality of it is that it'll just go by much too quick

Let us get on with it now, so...

LDR Challenge: Day 12 - How would you define love?

This... This is a damn tricky one! Defining love? I'm not sure how to go about this, I think... When you have someone that you are willing to do everything for, sacrifice everything for, just to give this person a moment of bliss, with no regard for yourself. And when doing this, makes you happy too, because all you need is for this person to feel happy! When nothing ever faces you so badly, that this person can't make you see the light, the hope, bring you back up, when you have someone, who you feel like you owe the world. Thinking about the future, and it's not just yours anymore, it's both of you, there isn't any "I" anymore.

Or maybe it's really simple - Love is... our story.

~ Sunflake

I miss you!

LDR Challenge: Day 11 - Pick one thing you miss and describe it.

I miss the summer when Nennah was here! To wake up every day besides her, kissing her good morning, she's the most beautiful when she just woke up, messy hair, sleepy eyes, but I fall more in love with her every time I see her there next to me! I miss living with her. She was perfect, she cared for me, our place, let me have something, someone, to get home to! I'm treasuring each day I get with her, and I'll continue once we've found our house to live in! I look forward to living a full life together with my soulmate, and it sucks being apart from her, when all I want, need, is to see her when I open my eyes in the morning!

Ik hou van je, liefje! <3

~ Sunflake

Cream cheese with licorice

First off, let me apologize for not blogging yesterday. I was in bed when I got reminded, half asleep, wouldn't get it done, and I prefer to not live my life around this, more of a enjoyment thing to do, not a chore. But to make it up to you, I will do two, you heard right, two challenges! Guess it isn't really making it up, since we'd have been at the same point had I done it last night. 

So what have I been up to lately? Well, saturday was a nice day, enjoyable evening until my car started behaving strange, but it does seem to be fixed now, I've yet to test it out, but I believe it is working smoothly once more. 

I went to my parents' house on Sunday to get dinner, my dad had chopped meat himself, and it was good, very filling and tasty. My sister was there too, just for the food, then she had to go again, but she does come here a lot which is nice. And it is always nice to visit my folks, so I do it quite often!

Friday, not the one we had, but the next one, I'll get some friends over, and we'll have a guy's night out in. We aren't exactly the going out type. We're gonna watch old school action movies, actually we'll be watching The Expendables 2, but the first one was awesome, so we'll continue the success! Svensk pølseret is the dish to be made! It's nothing to do with Sweden though, purely Danish dish. It's damn good! 

LDR Challenge: Day 9 - Favourite thing she has given me?
She gave me a reason to wake up in the morning, to get out of bed, to do something, to gain accomplishments, to make her proud. She's given me courage to be myself around other people, to speak my mind, and not be worried how others percieve me. She's given me the best feeling I have ever had! I can only hope to give her half as much as I feel she has given me!

LDR Challenge: Day 10 - Favourite thing about her?

Can I only pick one? There's so much I love about her! I think my favourite thing about her is her confidence. She's not gonna stand back and let others run things, she'll take charge, say what she pleases because she is herself, and don't care to be liked by people thinking she's something other than that! I admire that in her, she'll always stand up for herself, her friends, animals and what she feels is right, but she'll also speak against what she disagrees with instead of just silent accept. The fact that she faces everything you throw at her with the same strength, to me that is incredible! My favourite thing though, is the fact that she is mine!

I wanted to put something epic here!

Oh yeah, I have plane tickets!

~ Sunflake

It's getting hard thinking up titles...

Today is my one day off work this week. I usually always have two, because on weeks when I have Sundays, I get friday off. But I've traded this one off, because it made me able to get to Holland 3 days earlier than otherwise, so this is absolutely the best decision I could make!
My coworkers are going out tonight, bowling and then further out in town. I wouldn't mind bowling, but even if I did not have work, I'd go home afterwards, I've never enjoyed spending nights "out in town." I feel uncomfortable, awkward, it's just not going to be my thing.
They're also having a preparty earlier, I expect to drop in to that shortly, before going home to sleep and be ready for tomorrow. 6-14.30, it's not too bad, it's not the most busy of times, luckily! I'm also, from next week, have Tuesday's closing shift, 14-22, but these evenings are really quiet too, so I've no issue with this schedule. And after work tomorrow, I'll go home to my parents and they'll give dinner, together with my sister and her boyfriend, so it's going to be a really fantastic weekend actually!

Wow, that was probably way boring, so let's get on to why any of you is even here. I'm wondering who reads this crap actually, I get at least 20 hits a day, but I only know of one person who even bothers about this! Oh well, the anonymousity of internet is why I love it anyway, so I'm not that bothered. Now then...

LDR Challenge: Day 8 - Favourite thing you've given her?

If we should start with the happy sappy, tear aching stuff, I've given her a reason to keep going, to make plans and have hope for her future. I've given her happiness she's never known before! Enough high thoughts about myself now, trying to stay modest here!

Her favorite thing she's gotten from me, however, is a donkey plushie. We had them at work, and I just thought they were too cute, so I bought it for her, along with some chocolate, and I forgot flowers, I'm not a flower giving man, I'll admit. But she loves that thing, protects it from everything and keeps it safe. I sprayed it with my deodorant and cologne before she left, because she wanted to have my scent when she was falling asleep. I don't think it still has the scent though. But then again, in 2 weeks I will be with her, and that's even better I'm sure she'll agree!

On a different note, I bought a bunch of games today. Gog.com is a great place for cheap older games, Abandonia is good too for free games, if you know how to use DosBox for a bunch of them at least.

I'll go do the dishes so I can get some dinner today. All for now.

~ Sunflake

LDR Challenge: Day 7

Well now, I'm really tired, so this is gonna be a short one! Hopefully I'll make it up to you tomorrow with a more indepth... anything about something. It was a long day at work today, had to stay an hour longer, and that isn't really that much longer, but it still makes you appreciate your off time even more!

On to today's question, which is...

How do you communicate with each other?

As you know, in the beginning we talked through Twitch. Then Twitter, she's the only reason I started to actively use that site, never cared much for it otherwise. But we tweeted, and messaged each other through it, I'd even guess when she was going to sleep and keep her up, I'm sure she loved me for that and it did the trick!
Then I got Viber, and she did, and we talked through that. We still do, when we call each other, but for everyday messaging, we're using What'sApp, which works brilliantly for that! And Skype, I love when we get to Skype and actually see each other and just mess around and laugh about being completely silly!
I could never get enough of talking with her!

Jeg elsker dig, min skat! 

~ Sunflake

LDR Challenge: Day 6

What is the most random thing you know about her? And vice versa?

Well, there's quite a few things actually. Since she already did this a while back, I thought of all the things that was most random I could think of, so here they be!

She's half Dutch, half Nigerian.
She likes animals, like a lot, more than she likes most people, even me I suspect.
She's an amazing cook, I've had good food, but nothing compares to her's!
She have a nosering, she changed it recently, but she do!
She sports a sidecut, brown hair but sometimes dyed black, and it looks awesome.
Stretched ears, both, 1cm I believe, and she has spirals in them now, but she used to have.. plugs, I think they're called?
I've never seen her without her necklaces on! Used to be 3, now 2, dunno why, but she never takes them off, sleeping, shower, anytime they're on her!
She has brown eyes, I think they're the most adorable, beautiful eyes on anyone, but she wants them to be a different colour, I think they fit her well!
She does a chipmunk voice. The first time she did it, on Skype, she talked like that for, probably not too long, but it felt like 10 minutes for me, and I heard no words, because I was laughing so hard I had trouble breathing!
She can make her nose very flat since she doesn't have a nosebone!

Her about me?

I'm scared of spiders. Terrified, I'd rather let her handle them because I just get paralyzed, they are the scariest ever! (I actually dislike most creepycrawlies, but spiders and milipedes and centipedes the most.)
My beard is gingerish despite that I'm blonde. (Although practially bald, lost my hair at an early age.)
I like chicken, and food in general. Which is true, espicially her's!
Her dog, Fallie, we believe she's a whippet/greyhound mix, and she's my favorite of her dogs. Probably my favorite dog of all!
The smell of raw chicken I hate! Even worse, chiken that's gone bad from being too old nearly makes me puke, it's disgusting!
I like to sing, even though my voice is horrendous, I don't own a bit of tone, it just makes me feel really good! And when I sing to her, she falls asleep, it's so darn cute!
I'm afraid of needles. Well, somewhat. Didn't use to be, got stung a bunch of times as a child, but last time I fainted, somehow?! It hurt really bad too, compared to earlier. I really dislike the look of it as the skin gives in and let's it through though, that's the worst part of it!
I love my job, true, I feel so at home, accepted, appreciated, it's really a great place to be for me!
And I'm short, shorter than her, a little, but I don't mind, I'm happy with my heigth. And her's too!

I've had this version of our song stuck in my head all day.



~ Sunflake

I'm eating popcorn

Yup, a bowl of popcorn sitting besides me, eating them. I like popcorn, they're a good snack!

My dad helped me today. Even though it turned out that he hadn't had to do it, so I feel kind of bad for making him. There's some fungus in the building, and a note was put up that we had to be home or turn in our keys to someone so they could inspect all the apartments. Now, I'm not going to hand in my key to someone I don't know, not on your life, so I called my parents and asked them. But then those people, they didn't even bother to look through the apartments, how dumb is that?! So I gotta get my dad something big as a thank you for wasting his time! He even cleaned a little and fixed my blinds that's been broken since forever. I have the best fucking parents ever, I should tell them that more!

I need to focus more. Not in general, or maybe that too, but at work. I have a tendency to go on and do about 10 other things instead of the one thing that's priority. I really need to work on turning off that button in my head that wants to do all at once, and just leave some stuff for others, or later. It's going to be challenging, but I want to do better at my job, prove that I can improve and get better than what I am!

LDR Challenge: Day 5 - Since when have you been together?

Well, we got off to a bit of a bumpy start because I was very confused about my feelings, but once I realised what I wanted. We officially got together on January 28th, 2013. And it's only gotten better since that!

Don't click here!

~ Sunflake

This is our story...

Do you remember that square I told you about earlier? The one with the tower, that's the one! At least I remember it as such, I can't imagine it would be anywhere else.
Well, while we were sitting there, an old classmate, or schoolmate of Nen, someone she knows, was out with her boyfriend/man/ex/oneoranother, and had her child with her.
This child, I tell you... She was the most darling, adorable thing I have ever seen! Bruises all over because she fell out of bed, knocked her head, fell onto the ground, but just one giant smile, curious, exploring the entire area, running more than I'd be able to this day! I don't know how long we just sat there and looked, smiled and exhanged looks with each other, and then she ran up to us to fistbump us, so we of course did to her obvious joy. She did this to basically everyone in the area. Even a girl who was having a break in front of a restaurant. And she let her into the kitchen, where she fistbumped all of the staff before running back outside to look for more people! She was the sweetest thing ever, I tell ya'!

LDR Challenge: Day 4 - How did you meet?

Wauh, I dread for this question whenever I tell people about us. Not because I don't like to explain it, but I wonder if they'll get it, since it's a bit of a long one. About a year ago, this month actually, I started watching Markiplier on YouTube. I had seen some LPs before, but not ones like this, and because of some more personal videos I decided to subscribe to him. I then found out he did his livestreams on Twitch, where you can watch him, and chat among each other. So we did. Some of us then did it even when he wasn't streaming, and he made into his unofficial chatroom. But during one of these streams I saw "NennahKills" and we started talking, and just hit it off. I was on there all the time, just hoping she'd be on! I started actively using my Twitter to talk to her more, I was probably being obnoxious, and annoying! But perstitence paid off as we ended up exhanging phone numbers and texted nonstop, 'til we fell for each other! And here we are, 8 months later, going stronger than ever! I love this girl with all my heart, body and mind! Thanks for becoming mine. <3

Oh yeah, check this out! This is the shirt I bought for Nennah and myself in his last charity stream, raising about $44.000 in 6-8 hours, incredible!

~ Sunflake